RAY 6

The Email

APPLICATION FOR THE POST OF WORLD TEACHER

Nine days.

Not too many words and not too few.

Beginning the start of February 2020, this is my last chance to build a bridge made of words. A bridge to span the divide of twenty-two years of silence, reaching across to be heard by the exact, right person.

The culminating full moon of the ninth at the time of sending this email, giving potency to this great hope.

It’s been a long and arduous journey and I almost want to give up through exhaustion, but this is the last bit and I cannot falter now.

I have a last few dice rolls left in this stage of the game and I choose to win.

This fourth email brings to an end the words necessary to make my point since I first wrote to you January 12th 2020.
If you do not respond, I shall travel to London and deliver a physical copy of this email.

If again you do not respond, I shall return again and put the physical copy in someone’s hand.

You see, I refuse to let this idea die until I have tried my very best.

YOU (Lucis Trust) are my last, best idea to make this work.

The public have not responded to my messages and the Church has ignored me,

and in darkness and hopelessness, YOU were the last, final idea that came to me,

one particular day, late last year.

I just want to be heard and seen. Not from a place of ego

(although that is highly debatable),

but from a place of value offered and not lost, making full use of this human life.

If reading these words and meeting me leads to the conclusion the author/pretender is but a wishful fantasist, then I accept.

Nonetheless regardless, the primary objective is to have given my very best.

I WANT TO TELL YOU A STORY

But first, a short little story about me.

I’m a nice, decent, outwardly normal guy with a loving family, good friends and a life in which I see nothing but nothing but Love.

In my twenties, I wanted to speak French and drive a truck. I did not manage to achieve either one of those.

Nor thousands of other things.

Such an inner voice as mine, unrelentingly keeping me on purpose, making any other kind of life impossible.

I chose a day in 2019 to go still further along the path and into the inner light and therefore outwards into the world.

On the new moon of May 4th, late at night, with sticky tape and scissors, I posted a matchbox-sized paper flyer of the image of a dragon, on a lamppost in my local town centre.

This is the double webpage/website that I designed

(included as the attachment).

I was elated to have taken this long-awaited next step, but also a little scared.

Why?

Because I have learnt to observe the power of ideas, beginning as small seeds and growing into large trees.

Twenty-one and a half years to build the foundation required for me to be confident enough to plant that particular seed.

To produce something concrete and visible.

My fear (and excitement) was then, that this shall succeed.

And what exactly is this little website about?

This website is Me, and a means for unlocking this Voice.

To speak unwaveringly.

An opportunity to look my brother and sister in the eye and speak with grounded consistency.

To present a personality which is open to acceptance and yet a personality which creates uncertainty — for which I shall be judged dark.

For which I shall receive every accusation under the sun.

Such will come with the teaching of Love in His name, without a Bible to hand.

What then matters is how I respond to the attack.

For it makes no difference regarding the truth or falsity of the accusation.

What matters is that I do not attack you for it, revealing* that I am beyond attack and therefore do not need to respond through attack,

returning not firepower in defence of my own ego.

This false, yet too readily taken path to darkness and war.

So, this is me concluding Me.

My offer is to stand up in front of the world and play the part of myself.

To play the part of darkness, carefully concealing* the light.

THE STORY

This story is called...

God, The Dragon, Adolf, Buddha, Christ and Lucis.

GOD

1997

When I was twenty years old travelling through Australia, I woke up to God!

It is still the happiest day of my life.

I was reborn.

I made a decision within that first year of my new life to see if it was possible to dedicate my life to the expression of one simple idea...

THANK YOU

The idea that came to me shortly after was

JUST STAND UP.

THE DRAGON

2001

I was reborn again — as Dragon!

Many years later – knowing not of Initiation or Theosophy – I learnt of the two greatest days of my life as being called the Third and Fourth Initiations.

I believe I remained within this Fourth Initiation of learning for the next eighteen years of my life consumed with bringing to fruition – a plan.

ADOLF

2005

I had a dark experience and a seed was sown.

I had always thought myself free of guilt.

Now I was presented with an idea called Ego, and unconscious guilt in the mind and in the world.

This experience has come close many times to nearly breaking me.
The crisis of the Fifth Initiation has been attained.

BUDDHA

2008

I arrived at a point in my life where I had nothing.

Coming very close to joining the British Army, I wisely turned from this path at the eleventh hour and ended up entering a buddhist monastery.

I had found my calling and was at peace.

I came as near as possible to dedicating this life to the way of a Zen monk.

That is until along came unforeseen circumstances.

The door closed on this path.

CHRIST

2013

The darkness was becoming unbearable.

A new door opened.
Six years later, and precisely twenty-two years after the day I woke up to God, one undivided and irreversible decision led to the trusted belief of acceptance in the Atonement.

Lo and behold, could it be any simpler? I thought I came up with an idea called

THANK YOU.

It turns out it came up with the idea called me.

So that I could say THANK YOU...

TO HIM.

LUCIS

2020

This story is just beginning and I need YOUR help.

THREEFOLD METHOD OF THE WORLD TEACHER:

Tell a story.

To tell the story, I must become the story.

This shall be a performance.

“The performance includes you of course — the whole family!

All brothers, all sisters, everyone!

There’s no guarantee you're aware of this mind.

All the other characters in the story must though indeed undeniably be included.

You are after all the most treasured resource here on Planet Earth, despite your many examples of claiming the contrary.

And of course,

you chose

to be here —

TICKETS FOR THE BIG SHOW.

So now, it’s time for a new story.

Not a story of the past.

The past is a very powerful construct and is replayed and replayed and replayed constantly.

This is a brand-new story.

A story upon which every last human being alive right now would find impossible to disagree with.

And if we find it impossible to disagree with, then it makes it easier and easier to agree upon, paving the way for us to learn to be more agreeable with each other.”

"There is only one story that every single human being here on this planet can agree on..."

THIS

SOME REQUIREMENTS FOR THE ROLE OF WORLD TEACHER:

To wake you up.

To remind.

To demonstrate.

To heal.

To reveal what is hidden

To teach the laws that never change, but are again and again forgotten, including constantly bringing you to the awareness that you are not alone and you are not facing this struggle alone.

To introduce a new spiritual philosophy leading to a far wider vision and the loftier pursuit of a higher path that can be aspired to and attained.

To not take away anyone else’s spiritual philosophy. Nor take away their religion. Nor take away their ideas. Take away nothing from anybody.

To be clear, You are not telling anyone they have to do anything. Awareness is not telling someone they must do something. It clarifies the present (giving presence of mind), affecting choice.

To teach the path of Earth Service.

To accept the path of Earth Service.

To accept descent and go into the Earth.

To introduce the idea of descent – taught extremely carefully – making it absolutely clear you cannot just enter such a place because you have some frightening thoughts about this.

To teach of an initiation that leads to an entirely free choice, taken in front of a vast audience, granting access through balanced karma for the decision to go downwards.

To bring the Kingdom of God downwards onto the Earth.

To let the New World rise.

To make clear, there is no God outside of you.

To teach you to learn how to heal yourself.

To embrace change and adapt — change is learning.

To reveal how waking up is simple, not complicated.

To not look for God so much as see blockages upon the mind – hiding a greater awareness – in which can sprout the idea of God.

To bring awareness to: foolish behaviour, stuff that doesn’t work, things you carry and yet know you do not need.

To make clear we all walk through this world with ego. That we are imperfect and yet we are trying our best.

To see this world for what it really is.

To make it clear you did not come here to fall in love with this place and all of its things.

To teach that Love is reality and reality is Love. It is the Love which you love, and not the illusion.

To teach facing ALL fears.

To teach the path leading away from false pride and self-deception.

To teach Christ and Antichrist.

To teach the end of the worst fear of them all: eternal torment and punishment.

To remove something from the world — a sloughing away of what is old and shall not rise again this time.

To make evil irrelevant.

To replace horror with humour.

To remind of how many came before you, giving their lives to the good of all. Their names and faces you do not know.

To provide a teaching for future generations, building towards greater consciousness and the newly constructed platforms providing the means for higher learning and aspiration.

To reveal the power of your mind.

To tell you of God’s Son.

To see the Son of God in you.

To help you to learn and see that the work has been done.

To have some fun celebrating this.

He who did the work.

THANK YOU Jeshua.

WHAT DO I NEED:

People.

Public life.

Getting into position.

A moment of exquisite timing, allowing for the correctly spoken words.

WHAT DO I NEED FROM YOU:

A response.

An interview, or a few.

Debate.

Verification.

Training.

Other stuff.

Money? — Probably.

A FEW MORE THOUGHTS:

I prefer audacious, but if any or all of this seems astonishingly arrogant, then let me quickly remind.

THIS IS A PERFORMANCE!

There isn’t a single thing I do not expect to be accused of within this performance.

So then why not just embrace it.
Embrace the accusations of what everyone finds so despicable in everyone else and just make light of it.

Imagine for a moment I stood up and declared the Vision of Christ to the world.

Imagine somehow I managed one single year of public life in which I attempted to copy our Lord and Saviour and behave like him as though I too was somehow trying to project the Lamb of God.

I would be torn to pieces in that first year.

These are different times.

The world is too intelligent and too cynical and what shall be deemed appropriate nowadays in our high-tech wilderness is that which best connects, and that shall be what best reflects.

Any attempt to copy whatsoever the idea of Him shall perish under the force of the world’s predilection for attack-mindedness.

Jeshua is not remembered for being deliberately nice.

He is preserved eternally and righteously as the perfection and authority of all that is good.

And kind.

And compassionate.

The Son of God.

The Son of Man.

The divine embodiment of Love.

The perfect teaching.

The greatest sacrifice.

The only true sacrifice.

The only true crucifixion.

The end of the ego.

The end of guilt.

The greatest gift.

The chance to wake up to eternal life —

if you want it badly enough, that is.

I should like to emulate one from the list of those glorious attributes:

not being deliberately nice.

I would imagine that the great bulk of what I would teach (as I myself would learn) shall be doing the emotional dance with you.

Emotions!

I will have to learn to not be deliberately nice.

This will be difficult.

Remaining in character.

Keeping an air of authority.

Being in control of my emotions.

Being still.

Not laughing at my own jokes.

How nice it would be to take away the dusty old image of the man on the cross —for so many.

I have observed perfectly calm people go berserk at the mention of Christ.

Erupting with anger, they trot out their tiresome tirade again and again, like a human-computer.

THE SAME THREE RESPONSES:

1

the tiresome tirade begins with:

“the evils of religion...”

2

then comes:

“if there was a God, He would never allow THIS, THIS, THIS, THIS and THIS to happen.”

3

finally finishing with:

“when you’re dead, you’re dead.”

YAWN

Stuck in the past.

Fast asleep.

Addicted to blame.

Maybe it’s time to give the world someone to blame.

Someone to blame for ALL OF IT.

Stand up and reflect both sides of humanity, like a mirror to the world.

You can either spend your time screaming at the mirror, or you can learn to see your own reflection.

The job of World Teacher will require focus.

The whole entire thing is communication.

The body is communication.

The eyes communicate.

The hands communicate.

The breath communicates.

When everyone is looking at You, this is increased a millionfold!

Speaking is communication.

Not speaking is communication.

I do not have to speak.

I DO NOT HAVE TO SPEAK.

Any time I’m uncertain about speaking, then I DO NOT have to speak. There is a vastness in the untapped realm of communicating through NOT SAYING SOMETHING.

To begin with, do not speak before first pausing.

When it’s out and said, it’s said.

You can’t unsay it.

Learn in the beginning to pause and be extremely cautious before You speak, especially in the momentary intensity of a quick-fire question aimed at You.

Learn to not speak.

LEARN TO NOT SPEAK.

Unless I’m stood up in a criminal court obeying the laws of the land, then there is no lawful obligation to have to speak,

and people will get used to this.

This will teach others that they do not have to speak either.

This will give people more room within themselves to be characterful.

Don’t always speak the last word of a sentence.

Let the person speak the final unsaid word in their own mind.

Let an idea be realised through

NOT SAYING IT.

Speak to the crowd as though You are stood in the kitchen having a casual conversation with friends.

Allow Yourself to be constantly interrupted.

Use sarcasm.

Let people get used to it.

Sarcasm is a gift.

DO NOT fight religion — especially Christianity!

Let them have the lion’s share of the conversation.

Give them all the space in the world to speak.

Let them interrupt.

Let them accuse.

Give virtually no response to the endless Bible passages.

Study the speaker of the passages.

Let them read their book to me.

Do they use the words in the Spirit of Love, or as weapons?

Millions of minds are listening at once at the same time to this.

Let the shadow of negativity pass by like a breeze.

Let the urge to be angry dissolve.

Let the vast numbers of listeners judge on the merit of the true tone of the spiritual message being delivered from both sides.

No script.

Make the whole thing up.

Seriousness and silliness are both required.

Very rarely be over-emotional.

Be intense.

Be incredibly intense, but never angry.

I need spiritual intelligence, not worldly intelligence.
I do not need to be the most intelligent person in the world.

Better to be lucid.

You are highly intelligent and I have no problem admitting when you are showing more intelligence than I.

I do not need to hold on to useless information.

The stuff of the world is your preserve.

Can you admit that you are a hoarder of facts, figures and rubbish?

Who would you be without this?

Use information to elicit change and to study the real spirit of the moment.

Do not try to be too clever — failure will inevitably follow.

If it does, then point it out.

I am allowed to make mistakes.

I can forget stuff.

I can use the wrong word.

I can make it very clear that I am not a wordsmith.

I have learnt my words from you and I have a high level of ability in using them.

You on the other hand, may very well reveal that you are an expert in word use.

I am wilfully trying to communicate a great message.

Are you able to go beyond the words and hear the great message that I am trying to communicate?

You are going to have to be less impatient in judging my imperfect word use.
I have no doubt there will be numerous occasions when I contradict and confuse.
You are allowed to bring me up on my mistakes and correct me.

Neither of us are perfect in describing the indescribable.

We can learn to explain this thing together!

Be wary of specialist knowledge

(baffling the good folks with bullshit).

Layering and timing:

completely trust in layering and timing so that everything fits together beautifully.

It will many times take time and the use of time in order to see and learn something.

Let the story tell itself.

Let it move naturally.

Have zero fear of silence.

Demonstrate being comfortable in discomfort.

Trust.

Whenever the words are required, there they are, once again on cue. The exact, right word and idea is provided.

It’s a miracle!

People are burning with the desire to speak from their real selves, but they need to trust Your consistent character to give them the confidence to do this.

You don’t have to prove God.

Reveal that which blocks God.

But also don’t be afraid to announce the idea:

“let’s prove God”.

Make the whole thing up — it’s a brand-new story!

A story called...

THIS

In kindness and love,

let people hang themselves with their own rope.

NEARING THE END

I have spent a long time deciding if what I am doing is right.

I have no more Will for the things of this world.

I have the Will for this though and this only.

I am in constant communication.

This emerging ever-available Will flows through me answering the voices constantly,

recognising the harmonious balancing of this Will as it extends outwards.

Simply extend out with Love and with His Will.

I know very little about the Theosophical Path.

I have withheld from anything more than superficial information-grabbing via instantaneous internet searches since YOU came to my awareness.

Only yesterday, driving down a country road, a friend spoke to me and I heard for the first time the words to 'The Great Invocation!'

On January 12th 2019 I read about the path called Earth Service.

This has become my great aspiration.

I am therefore extremely grateful to YOU.

I am here to say

THANK YOU.

To be of service.

To help all the creatures.

To give everything...

AND TO FIGHT!

I am used to the tension.

I am ready for the tension of the glare of the world’s attention.

FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE.

If YOU would break me out of my prison, I will help the world break out of its prison.

My life is unthinkable without this direction.

And so it rests in YOUR hands now.

I CAN DO THIS.

YOU just need respond.

I TRUST YOU.

One last question...

If not me, then who?

And when?

Gx

Dear Jeshua,

Thank you for this email and a printed version of this email which arrived at our office yesterday.

We have read your comments and unfortunately must advise that the Lucis Trust will not be providing you a platform to share your aspirations.

This is something you can do yourself especially if, as you say, you have already taken the Third Initiation (Transfiguration) and the Fourth (Crucifixion) for then you would be fully aware of your part in the Plan and your part in the ashram or inner group of which you are a part.

The Lucis Trust www.lucistrust.org goal is to establish right human relations and right inner relations.

The Arcane School provides discipleship training to put students in touch with their first Master, the soul, and through a developing group or Christ Consciousness, to self initiate themselves into greater service.

It is a course marked by a process of becoming a more effective soul server, knowing that the New Group of World Servers is a group through which the Spiritual Hierarchy work at this transition time.

It's an intermediary group between Humanity and Hierarchy reached by perfecting the challenge of “self, forgetfulness, harmlessness and right speech”.

There is a lot of information on our website if you wish to know more about this.

We should not be your “last hope” if, as you say, you have thought through the direction you wish to proceed in.

It's always best to start small and proceed with skill in how you approach others with these spiritual themes.

We wish you every success in your spiritual quest,

In lighted service

Headquarters Group

Lucis Trust

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